Wednesday Happy Thoughts

I am happy to announce that I am moving my 'Wednesday Happy Thoughts' posts on my new blog. And I am reintroducing all of my 4 blog sites. Here goes;

1. Ehmscapades - This is for my travel blogs, adventurous escapades, my road to fitness (kuno!) and other out of my world experiences.
2. Matters of Consequence - A personal blog about what is of value in my world. 
3. Sweetest Downfall - Releasing my inner drama queen (hehehe)
4. 1..2..Ready. Say...'Walis'!!! - This remain as my photo blog. 

Hope you will visit and support my blogs. I am not very good at this but I am hoping that inch by inch I'll get better and share more entertaining and read-worthy posts for all of you.

All credits for this meme goes to the owner.

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Under Construction

Sorry for the mess. I was currently doing some changes here and I stop halfway. I have urgent matters to attend to at the moment. Will get back with the re-arranging in a while. 

Ending My Hiatus Soon

Ah...hello! I feel like a stranger here. It's been a long while since my last post. And today is not my comeback. I am just letting you (and myself) know that I will be writing again soon. I had an unexpected very long break. For the plain reason...I'm SUPER busy! With work, with family, with travels, with personal things. Although, things are going pretty well, my life feels incomplete. I miss writing. 

I will end my hiatus soon and I promise to give my page a boost! 

Chin Swee Caves Temple, Genting Highlands, Malaysia

Finding Inspiration

Let me tell you a secret....I am the type of a person who is not easily motivated. Most people see me as a free spirited woman who will do things what she wants and when she wants it. Even my boss positively pointed this out on me. I guess most people think that way too when  they see and come to know me. Well, that is not hard to believe. I like fun stuff. I love lively music. I love to go out (when I have the monetary resources). I want to be surrounded with optimistic happy people. I tried my hardest not to dwell with other people sob stories, unless they are my closest friends and they voluntarily told me their issues and I know for a fact that they needed a friend, or even a listening ear on that precise moment. Cause I want other people to be like that to me too. I don't want to trouble myself with depressing issues that I can't do anything about. I can have all that with all the teleseryes I've been watching. All I'm saying is that I want to be happy. And I am happy. I want people around me to be happy too. That is why I am doing my best to at least be an inspiration to them. The problem is, lately I am finding it hard to look for an inspiration for myself. Unless I am traveling or climbing a mountain I find my days to be boring to death. I tried to be busy, with my office works and household chores. I even went back to running and dancing at the gym. But to no avail. For me everything is a routine. Don't get me wrong I love my life. I love my husband. I am very fond of my daughter. I love the company of my friends. My job is okay. And I got a healthy body that is why I can do what I want. But sometimes I can't help but feel that there is something missing. Maybe because there are things I want to be that I may never achieve. Opportunities missed forever. That feeling of time running out. Oh how I hate it. It makes me feel so old. So depressing. I feel so low that even getting up and moving about is so hard and strange. I don't know what to do. How to keep myself moving without depressing people around me. I feel so helpless. Times like these brought some tears. And I hate myself when I cry. Sigh....I sound like a crazy person. This is enough I guess. Maybe it’s just that time of the month. My hormones are going wild. Maybe tomorrow I'll get better. Things will get better. They always get better. Maybe tomorrow I will find my inspiration. Maybe.

After The Rain

After the rain...

• I am back at blogging, sort of. Although we never had block outs during the onslaught of Typhoon Maring and the Monsoon rains (Thank God!), I had limited internet access. Although I am stuck at the house I have limited time for myself. I have to do this and do that at home. Translation: do laundry, clean house, arrange furniture (in case the flood reach the house), help with taking care of Aily, cook (or prepare ready-to-eat foods for my family, especially during movie time), iron, help with Mirko's assignment and Leslie's research, help my cousins and other neighbors who unfortunately felt the wrath of the flood. Whew! such a busy bee! In short, I don't have time to write, but I read. 
• I found out that I am bored to death. Even the scariest movie to date (as per reviews) i.e. The Conjuring and The Woman in Black, lure me into sleep. Zzzzzz......
• I'm back at work. My quotations are piling. My clients even called me during the strongest of rains. They said that they missed me. Awww, how sweet....not!
• I gain pounds. I don't know by how much but I am feeling it. This is the negative effects of staying at home during rainy season. You've got a lot of time and reasons to eat and a ton of excuse not to exercise. I was at home for 4 days, do the math.
• I am penniless. It is more costly staying at home with all the members of the family together at one place. Don't get me wrong, it's fun and I love spending time with my family more than anything else. If only I had enough money to spend. But we make do with what little we have. The important thing is we're together and happy.
• I am penniless. This is not an error. I just have to emphasize on this one since this is my main concern at the moment. Sigh...Sigh...Sigh...
• I shed a tear and broke my heart. The news that slap me in the face yesterday morning was too appalling and too shocking to accept. How could he broke my heart like this. After I learned the truth I felt empty. I still can't believe it. (Cue in music: How Could An Angel Break My Heart) 

Been Busy

I've been meaning to write about last Christmas and New year's happenings. And also my brother's winning recipes. And other things. But I've been busy. Surprisingly, my work load is piling up even though I am not making so much of a sale. I am not reaching my quota these days due to our new company policies. I thought it would give me more time to blog. Well, that is not happening. Anyways, I will find time to post soon. See you next time.