I woke up yesterday morning finding my cellphone's battery almost drain. I tried to charge it before going to work but to no avail. I even tried to charge it at work (using 3 different chargers from my office mates) but it won't charge. After a few minutes my cellphone shut down. I am left aghast! I am never without a cellphone. It's not only for texting and calling. I read e-books with my phone. I played music and games with it. It's my camera, alarm clock, calendar, timer, etc. So how did I survive yesterday without a cellphone? I DIDN'T!!!!
I frequently touch/hold my cellphone as if I could miraculously revive it by touching. I have loads of time for my work but I can't concentrate. I am worried how would my friends and clients reach me if my phone is not working. Two of my clients already called my boss asking what happen. My day become longer than usual. I am halfway of what I am reading on my e-books app. I am worried about my farm at Hay Day and Fairy Farm. I can't post on Instagram. I feel so down most of the time. Like a big part of me was missing. Sigh...
Today I borrowed Leslie's extra phone. It's for texting and calling purposes only. I would bring my cellphone today to its mobile service center and I hope it still can be repaired. I don't want to replace it yet. This is my favorite cellphone so far. It's a cheap phone but it's pretty functional and convenient for me. I can buy more expensive and more functional phone but I am satisfied with my phone. But not since yesterday. I just really hope it can be repaired.
So today, I am surviving without my phone. And maybe tomorrow and next day. And the next day. And the next. Sigh....
Every day is a blessing. Be thankful for everything. Here goes....
- At last...we have a cable connection.
- ....and internet connection, too.
- Found a new gym with better equipment and better instructor.
- And 4 more friends will be joining us working out later...the more, the merrier!
- Looking forward on this weekend mountain climb...if only I could find extra money for the expenses.
- 90's songs in my playlist. Indulging myself with the music of Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Pepper, Alanis Morisette, etc.
- Vegetable balls, my newly discovered street food. Taste good and very satisfying. Hoping that Agnes and Cez will get to taste this one.
- It's nice to know that I am surrounded with intelligent people. Almost all my friends have a child/children receiving academic recognition this school year. Mana mana lang yan... (Special shout out to my inaanak, Drexelle Noel Ladao, for passing his college entrance exam...Congratulations!!!)
- Viber-ing with my husband...keeping the connection in a fun way.
- Hay Day and Fairy Farm...relaxing my nerves.
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Let me tell you a secret....I am the type of a person who is not easily motivated. Most people see me as a free spirited woman who will do things what she wants and when she wants it. Even my boss positively pointed this out on me. I guess most people think that way too when they see and come to know me. Well, that is not hard to believe. I like fun stuff. I love lively music. I love to go out (when I have the monetary resources). I want to be surrounded with optimistic happy people. I tried my hardest not to dwell with other people sob stories, unless they are my closest friends and they voluntarily told me their issues and I know for a fact that they needed a friend, or even a listening ear on that precise moment. Cause I want other people to be like that to me too. I don't want to trouble myself with depressing issues that I can't do anything about. I can have all that with all the teleseryes I've been watching. All I'm saying is that I want to be happy. And I am happy. I want people around me to be happy too. That is why I am doing my best to at least be an inspiration to them. The problem is, lately I am finding it hard to look for an inspiration for myself. Unless I am traveling or climbing a mountain I find my days to be boring to death. I tried to be busy, with my office works and household chores. I even went back to running and dancing at the gym. But to no avail. For me everything is a routine. Don't get me wrong I love my life. I love my husband. I am very fond of my daughter. I love the company of my friends. My job is okay. And I got a healthy body that is why I can do what I want. But sometimes I can't help but feel that there is something missing. Maybe because there are things I want to be that I may never achieve. Opportunities missed forever. That feeling of time running out. Oh how I hate it. It makes me feel so old. So depressing. I feel so low that even getting up and moving about is so hard and strange. I don't know what to do. How to keep myself moving without depressing people around me. I feel so helpless. Times like these brought some tears. And I hate myself when I cry. Sigh....I sound like a crazy person. This is enough I guess. Maybe it’s just that time of the month. My hormones are going wild. Maybe tomorrow I'll get better. Things will get better. They always get better. Maybe tomorrow I will find my inspiration. Maybe.
Coming from my Cambodia-Vietnam trip my work welcomes me with an open arms and a table-full of quotations and Purchase Orders. And these past weeks I often come home super tired and only thinking of going to bed. Apart from that I am constantly hungry. I don't know if it's stress-eating, but I want to eat all the time. I guess this year I become an official SLOB!
And what I miss most is my rubber shoes. I miss wearing them while I am sweating it out in the gym dancing zumba or having a tan under the sun because I am running some miles. I promise to myself last night that I will return to my regular exercise routine. I don't have an extensive work-out routine. Just some dancing and running once a week. It's enough for me to feel great.
I also miss climbing mountains. My climbing buddy (I am talking about you Dinah) promise to climb 12 mountains this 2014. That is 1 mountain per month. And I secretly told myself to climb with her (as much as possible). It's March already and we only get to climb just a single mountain last month.
Lastly, I miss having my 'me'time'. I miss the spa, the facials, the body scrub, the body massages, the sauna, the jacuzzi, the hair spa....all that pampering. Oh I wonder when again...
And I miss doing all of these with my friends.... (sigh)
This video brought me to tears...happy tears. The whole world knew what happened when Tyhoon Haiyan struck the Philippines, particularly the Tacloban province. I have relatives at Tacloban who suffer the onslaught of Yolanda (our local name for Typhoon Haiyan) which leaves thousands of people dead and millions of property damage. And they, too, among other people affected at Tacloban were recovering months after. THANKS TO THE WORLD. We are a strong spirited nation but we are very thankful to the people all over the world who reaches out (and still reaching out) to help in any way possible. And this video is a 'thank you' to all those who help Tacloban.
When the strongest typhoon meets the strongest people (and with lots of help from the world) Philippines will survive!